You've got a beautiful heart, Mia. I'm sorry to hear about situation. I believe everything happens for a reason. When I became a mom, my perception of womanhood changed. I saw myself a a protector of life.
Since then, I have made a vow to visit orphanage and retirement homes as a commitment to my cause. I like that you are doing something similar.
We find joy in different places and whenever I read you, I feel you peace.
I hope you continue to spread that love in your heart and believe that life will surely reward you beyond your expectations.