You shouldn't feel guilty for feeling this way. Being a strong woman doesn't mean you're immune to vulnerability.
I have come to accept myself and the side of emotions that flows inside me.
Even though we go through depressing days, it doesn't mean we are not the strong and confident women we are.
At the end of the day, we are still human and I will be afraid of myself or anyone who doesn't express this downside emotions from time to time.