Why do people always result to divorce when their marriage is shaky? Please divorce is just a quick fix and then you spend few years after depressed. From what you’ve described about your feelings and that of your husband, I think both of you at ogling to have external affairs and you feel ashamed to admit it. Non-monogamy can fix your marriage. It’s not too late to rekindle that spark again. Check out my post on how to fix your marriage.

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