Oh, Grace! I can't imagine where your heart is now. I know you've a beautiful soul and you will be a great mom.
Sometimes delays like this come with a bigger blessing. I'm sure God has preserved the babies that will live for you. Who knows? You might have a twin next.
I pray God gives you the strength to get through this period. We will celebrate your child's christening with you when that time come. Please keep your faith strong.