My thoughts exactly. I have only gotten drunk once in my life and it was on purpose. The first time I smoked was also on purpose.

I was a silly curious teenager who wanted to know how it felt to be an adult drinking and smoking. Honestly, I don't regret it.

If anything getting drunk made me realize how much I hated not being in control of my actions. My friends said I was blabbing all sort of nonsense under the influence of alcohol.

When I got home, I throw up and then slept off on the floor of the bathroom. I hated that life and I never got into it again.